how ironic huh?
i used to love stalkers in my blog.. ya.. 'cause they bring money to my blog.. but ever since i change into this blog link.. i never bother my google ad-sense account anymore.. i didn't care if my blog is popular enough to attract company or whatever people to post advertisements on my blog anymore.. seriously.. so i didn't even care how my blog statistics look like.. but well.. i did implant counter in it.. so ya, i get reports about my visitors and stuff.. so well.. all these craps are not the point.. the point is.. i know who is visiting my blog.. (okay.. i hope that don't scare people off)(do drop me a message if you want to know how) well.. ever since i implant that counter in here.. i've never check the reports until something happened earlier of the month.. which is really really "funny".. i'm not gonna write it down.. so, bear with that..
well.. this is the first time having a stalker that is not concern about me but actually hates me.. usually stalkers are people who cares about you.. and so are my previous ones.. having such a stalker is actually...... weird? well.. i don't really mind if you keep track with my updates.. seriously, i don't mind.. i'd love to have one more person to care about what i've done recently and so on.. in my own perspective, stalkers are people who cares about me.. but of course, i know that's not how you think..
life can be kind of miserable when you caused a fight to the others.. seriously, that really makes me feel bad.. but i don't really get it.. what i've been updating doesn't show how good we treat each other some how we never see each other for some time already.. i'm being honest for this.. and we're just friends.. normal friends.. maybe my way of treating friends making you feel uncomfortable.. i admit that i treat him pretty nicely.. but other than him, i treat the others as good as treating him too.. if you don't believe that, ask him.. but well.. i bet you don't trust both our words.. so ya, pointless to ask him also.. i know both of you always fight because of me.. and i felt very sorry for that.. but can you just please stop being so sensitive? well.. maybe you really hates me a lot.. and keep thinking that i've stolen him from you.. but hey, we don't go out together as in 2 person so often okay.. we go in groups.. there's other people too.. i just don't really get that why you keep thinking i'm the "bf thief".. seriously, i still can't figure that out.. and one more thing.. i'm letting you keep following my blog is because i think that both of us are not as what you think.. if i want, i can actually block your IP from entering my blog.. and ya.. you still be able to read this meaning i didn't do that.. because i believe that you're a rational person and can process data correctly and efficiently.. so i didn't do that.. i didn't know how often you both argue.. but everytime i know that, it just makes me feel bad..
all these may be craps to you.. and you might thinking all these are "lies" or something or maybe felt angry reading these.. but please.. a very sincere advise for you.. don't ever mind this guy anymore.. he doesn't worth all your appreciation.. he don't! he don't treat you nicely like what a bf should do.. he scolds you badly that your parents might not even scold you as hard as he does.. he don't even bother what you've been doing lately like what a normal bf should care.. you like being treated as a trash is it? i bet you don't.. and i remember you said you don't.. so please.. treat yourself nicely.. if he doesn't appreciate you, why don't you love yourself more? it's better that way.. seriously.. be nice to yourself..
good luck! =)
best regards from me!
