saw something really funny while browsing through people's ideas.. hahahaha!!
LOL!!! i thought i had something wrong with my eyes while reading the first line at first.. hahahahahahahahaha!!! then as i continue.. there's more lol-s!! hahahahahaha..
well.. as what i've told.. i didn't go for the youth BBQ party in my church.. and guess what?! my pastor actually "scolded" me on my facebook wall.. well.. not really scold larr.. hahaha.. i don't really know how to reply them though.. =/
then i sense burnt smell on that post too.. fire burning between my aunts.. owh well.. maybe just 1 aunt.. == not too good to say much in here.. personal stuff.. hmmmm..
in some serious way.. i'm really drowning from tonnes of homeworks and tasks.. sighs!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i just can't take it man~~~ T^T
i've been stunning in front of the com for so damn long yesterday.. thought of various ideas and finally finalize it by 1am i guess.. happily go and print it out today and even ignore my statistics quiz yesterday by not revising it.. some more ignore kok hou and go print this stuff.. plus not being able to renew my books today.. after printing then happily cut it into shape and show to ms.ida.. guess what?!?! it's not nice enough.. == she say this invitation is gonna be given to paul chan (HELP chairman), so must be super super nice.. == now i get the point of them giving such high amount of budget to make the stupid invitation and booklet..
so what's the point of me wasting my precious time yesterday????????????? AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! T^T
okay shi wei~ calm downnn~~~~~~ ==
haihhh!!!!!! so stats was okay? oh waitttt!! i forgotten the formulas!!!! == i hope ms.see's "prediction" won't come true.. she said those who sit at the back row normally get FL(fail) and those who sit at the first row get HD(high distinction).. and well.. only 3 of us sitting at the last row!! == i must believe in myself~~~~~ we'll prove to her.. hahaa.. but~~~ but~~~~ i've forgotten the formula~~ T^T but thank god it was MCQ(multiple choice question) which means those question which ask you to choose between A,B,C or D kinds..
tomorrow's tuesday again.. haihhh!!! death time.. =(
i'm drowning from tonnes of works!!! i'm not joking!!!!!!! T^T
slept f0r 13 hours since last night.. thought would be so energetic to finish up my things.. who knows~~~~~~ == when i look at all these infinity works.. i began to escape.. ahhhhhhhhhh!! *runs away* =(
sobs~~~ can anyone spare me their spare time???????? T^T
well.. suppose~~~~~ to do my stuffs now.. but well.. i'm just slacking again~~~ ~.~
i realize that i like procrastinating after i came here.. i brought things to the last minute then finish it in short while and ended up getting bad results.. this is a big no-no~ well.. who doesn't know that? but heyyyy~ it's easy to say but harddddddddddd to overcome it!! right right??
seeing the mini hill on my desk and the super long list on my desktop screen.. i started to feel tired and feel like escaping.. just a bit afraid of handling so much in such short time~ i guess college wasn't as easy as i thought.. this is totally different life than what i thought it suppose to be.. this often brought back my miserable memories and i'm not liking that.. well.. maybe the word miserable is too serious.. but that's how i see it.. at least to me it's really miserable..
i used to love having responsibilities.. that makes me felt that i'm important.. but now.. i felt like running away from all these "unnecessary" responsibilities but yet i offered to help.. ~.~ i guess just my not-willing-to-see-people-suffer-ness doing its work again.. that can seriously kills me.. @@ i'm seriously having too much to be done at this moment..
sleepy-ness attacks me now.. so ya.. i'm sleepy now.. should go to bed.. i better not waste my quality time on unnecessary things and instead of that i should just go to bed and restore my energy.. so ya.. time to bed!! night, my dears!! =)
okayy.. i know i've been "lazy" blogging.. sorry!!!! i'm really very busy recently.. @@ so people, be prepared 'cause this is gonna be a very lengthy post.. xD
so last wednesday was great.. in some way.. hahaha.. had a wonderful night with ling wei, carol and kok hou.. we had some disgusting food in KLCC and aweeesomeeeeee food in pavilion.. seriously!!! the food in the restaurant we eat in pavilion is aweeeesomeeeee!!!!!!!!!! had fun joking around in there.. haha.. and thanks to kok hou for walking us to pavilion! now i know how to reach pavilion within walking distance!!! xD
for thursday.. i guess it was nothing much i guess.. well.. our food bazaar was a great success i think.. haha.. food selling fast for the last round.. but bad that we make chris waited us so long in ali maju.. haha.. i went for my interview at night.. it was okayy~ and the good news is that i passed!!!!! xD so i can officially announce that i'm gonna be baptized next sunday!!!!!! =D feel free to come for my baptize ceremony? everyone whom i know is invited! =) ask me for more information!! =D
for yesterday.. hmm~~ it was tiring for the moral replacement class.. 3 same classes back to back.. it's torturing!!! hmm.. we still manage to go through it.. haha.. but well.. i did slept during the movie screening.. lol.. it's not my fault!! it's so damn boring.. haha.. plus i'm sleepy.. xD well.. went out from college kind of late.. thanks to someone.. == (okay okay.. let's not talk about that.. xP) so me, ling wei and kok hou went to subang for the seminar.. late for that.. but lucky we only missed the praising part.. lucky us.. hmm.. went to kim gary with a lot people after the seminar.. kok hou went back early 'cause his parents were sounding.. (sorrryyyyyyy~) so me and ling wei stay to finish our food.. well.. thanks a lot to my aunt for arranging transport for me to go back to hostel.. she's always worried about me.. lol.. well.. thanks a lot to my cousin's bf and his friend for the trip.. haha..
then today.. suppose to go for the bbq party tonight.. but i'm really tired.. so didn't go back subang.. had replacement class this morning.. well.. the experiment was kind of boring.. haha.. but still okayyy larrr.. and the more i look at li teen.. the more i felt that she looks like amanda!!! haha.. and can't really believe that li teen actually stays in hostel and she's from sabah!!!! and one more thing!!!!!!!! she tells lame jokes!!! hahahaahahahah!!! had fun waiting bus with her.. it was damn funny larrrrrr!!!!! then as usually.. the four of us went to mid valley for movie.. distress activities~~~ LOLL.. ya~ so called~~ hahahahahaha!!! i felt worse after coming out from the cinema.. LOLL.. went to some weird name restaurant for lunch and it was okayy.. spent so much time there.. haha.. as usual~~ dirty lame jokes were all around~~~ hahahahahaha!!! it's always fun hanging out together which we never do that for quite some time since our second semester started.. we watched "the hole".. hahahahaha.. one of the reason that we choose this because of it's name.. FUNNY!!!!!!!!!! well.. maybe only to us.. hahahahhahaa.. then the second reason is that no other better choice for us already.. others all are screening kind of late or having bad seats.. but after watching the movie, we know why not much people watching this movie.. ahahahaha.. tiring larrrr!!!!!! after movie we went back.. we're like bye-ing for like 1 minute in front of the ktm station without purpose!!! LOLLL.. jia lin's taking ktm and 3 of us taking bus.. the funny thing is chris and kok hou were so blur on who's gonna accompany jia lin to kl central.. hahaha.. then chris thought kok hou suppose to accompany her and he accompany me.. then kok hou thought chris gonna accompany her and he comes with me.. LOLLL.. then jia lin know it's more convenient for chris to go back from mid valley than going kl central.. and she knows i'm going to pasar seni which has buses that go straight to there from mid valley.. so she thought kok hou will be accompanying her.. then when we're bye-ing without purpose.. she's like:"kok hou, why you say bye to me?" then we start to blur already.. hahaha.. lastly no one accompany jia lin.. pity her.. then after sending jia lin into the ktm station.. kok hou got stuck in front of the entrance.. hahahahahahahaha!!!! a guy passed him a pen and he was like "is this mine??" then the guy took out a piece of paper and ask him to sign.. then chris and i were laughing so hard after seeing that!!!! DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahhaa!!!!! nice one man~~~~~ good tactic!! hahaha.. well.. at first i thought i'd go pasar seni alone.. then ended up got accompaniment.. wahahahaha.. xD well.. nice of chris to ask me miss call him when i reach hostel.. unlike someone~~~~ xD (okay okay.. you're kind also~~~ don't angry!! xD)
well.. i bought lots of papers for inspirations(for prom booklet) and to make the invitation card.. ahhhhhhhhh!!!!! need to hand in the final product of the invitation card and the first draft of prom booklet!!! T^T some more having statistics quiz on monday!!! T^T then 2 biology reports to be finished.. and need to hand in our working title for english research paper this coming tuesday.. then having CTS quiz on fri.. and thennnnn~~~~~~~ baptize ceremony on sunday!!!!! damn!!!!! such a busy week!!!! lucky i'm staying in hostel tomorrow and can sleep until whatever time i want.. i seriously need sleep!!!!!
blogged so long.. lasttttttt thing i wanna share.. hahaha..
i've been listening to this song recently and it's really peaceful and nice~ so i wanted to share it here.. enjoy~~ =)
jesus we lift you on our praises
so every eye can see your face, your power and grace
behold you as you really are
brighter than all the stars of heaven
our worship is for you alone
we build you this throne of praise
as long as i have breathe
i'll find a way to say that i love you
eveything may change
and the world may pass away
i'll still love you
with every song we sing
every prayer we pray
we'll build you a throne
made from the sound of praise
jesus we lift you on our praises
so every eye can see your face, your power and grace
behold you as you really are
brighter than all the stars of heaven
our worship is for you alone
we build you this throne of praise
you o lord deserve
the praises all the earth and we worship you
a sacrifice you died now great and glorified and we worship you
with every song we sing
every prayer we pray
we'll build you a throne
made from the sound of praise
jesus we lift you on our praises
so every eye can see your face, your power and grace
behold you as you really are
brighter than all the stars of heaven
our worship is for you alone
we build you this throne of praise
jesus we lift you on our praises
so every eye can see your face, your power and grace
behold you as you really are
brighter than all the stars of heaven
our worship is for you alone
we build you this throne of praise
jesus we lift you on our praises
so every eye can see your face, your power and grace
behold you as you really are
brighter than all the stars of heaven
our worship is for you alone
we build you this throne of praise
we build you this throne of praise
we build you this throne of praise
nice right?? i hope you like it.. so i guess you guys are tired of reading everything.. so i'll just stop here.. =) stay tuned!!!
life wasn't as smooth as always recently.. but hmmm.. i guess this is just a way of God telling me how much i'm loved.. this may not seemed to be a very comfortable way.. but all the cares from the others just make me felt so warm.. =)
was coughing and sobbing last night.. guess i was a bit sicked.. but thank god!! i'm fine now.. well.. even there's still a little bit of coughing and sobbing.. =/ but at least i will be fine during the interview session.. phewww..
tomorrow's wednesday! the best weekday of semester 2! i used to hate wednesday because it's damn busy that i need to rush to here and there.. but now~~~ i only having 1 class on wednesday which is the only day with only 1 class.. well.. even though i still need to wake up early.. but hmm.. this is the most relaxing day of the week..
anyways.. going to meet carol again tomorrow.. hmmm..
and damn!!!!!! i haven't email my ex-choir teacher the pictures that she ask for.. @@ hope she won't call too soon.. well... hehe.. she did sms-ed to ask me to send it asap.. sorryyyyyyyy!! i'm too busy.. =/
well.. tomorrow's mid autumn festival.. gonna spend it with carol, ling wei and kok hou.. hmm.. wasn't too bad afterall.. =/
and just now when walking, i saw the moon tonight is so nice.. even though not very clear.. but it looks just nice to me.. hmmm.. i wonder did you see that? =( i miss home.. i miss my room.. i miss my family.. i miss you too! sighs!
anyways.. time flies really fast.. and i better get going.. haha.. i haven't done my biology lab report and it need to be handed in tomorrow morning.. @@ so ya!! till then! stay tuned!
incredibly! i got good yet bad communication skills! the good part is that the one i'm talking about actually knows i'm talking about her.. the bad thing is that there's two person who mistaken that i'm scolding them.. =/ (maybe i scolded/criticized too many people in here.. hmm~)
for the guy who mistaken i'm scolding you.. i explained to you already.. so i'll just skip your part..
for the girl who mistaken i'm scolding you.. i'm sorry for that.. the way i express the situation might same as yours but i'm not talking about you.. some how i don't really heard anything that is related between you and me.. so ya.. there's nothing about you.. sorry for making you felt offended.. if you did.. =) [i think you know i'm talking to you right? =)]
honestly.. my mood swings recently.. don't feel like even smiling sometimes.. but mommy taught me not to face the others sadly.. always smile in front of people.. so.. sighs.. this is like an inception that my mom implant in my mind.. that is why i'm always smiling or even laughing when you see me.. sometimes i felt really bad, but then i'll just try my very best to hide it.. i'm like will do it naturally.. not if you're someone that i trusted very much like my family.. i'm really tired.. both physically and mentally..
maybe lack of sleep makes me so moody.. not sure.. lack of sleep for 2 weeks.. some how this week is so damn busy.. i guess i'm not going back to subang this saturday after class but stay here and sleep.. i'm super tired.. some how so many things to be done this week.. there's tonnes of homeworks for statistics.. and my report for last friday's experiment haven't done.. i haven't even picked a working title for my english research paper.. having quiz 1 for statistics next monday.. then gonna have 2 lab reports to be done this week.. need to start working on my english research paper too.. that's not all.. this wednesday need to meet carol again.. thursday need to go back to subang church to go for interview session before baptize.. friday also need to go back to church for the evangelistic seminar about chinese culture.. saturday got replacement class.. then my pastor ask me to go back to subang after class to go for the youth bbq party.. then next sunday must go back for baptism.. sighs!! i'm so tired~ then social sphere events some more.. need to go for duty on monday, wednesday and thursday.. @@ and i'm incharge of prom booklet.. so need to think about the rough outline and design this friday and find ms.ida about that right after my CTS class before biology lab session.. i'm seriously lack of energy.. haihh!!
anyways.. i don't really care about what you say now.. i seriously too busy to even think of your rudeness.. if you don't want to stop.. it's up to you.. it's none of my business and i don't want to even know anymore.. this is not the first or even second time already.. i'm enough with these.. so i told myself.. if i can't bear it anymore, i'll just choose to not know.. so please forgive my don't-want-to-care-ness..
time to continue with my stuffs.. till then! stay tuned! =)
some how i think this is a bit unfair!!! what have i done??? huh?!?! did i harm you or something? == i'm kind of frustrated with all these!! i tried my best to avoid problems and yet they come to me.. but did you ever think of the root of the problem?? it's not from me okayyy!!!!!!!! THINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THINKKK PROPERLYYYYYYY!!!!!! urggg!!
telling the truth makes you feel bad right? but heyyyy!!! that's the trueeeee!!!!!!!!!! i'm not a lier.. unlike you~~~~ don't know the whole story but start to blame people!!!!! some how doesn't want to find out the REAL TRUTH!!! and i don't need to lie!!!! == and heyyy~ i got nothing!!!!!! i got NOTHING from telling you these okayyy!!! PLEASE!!!! i bag you to please think rationally USING YOUR BRAIN KAYYYYY!!!!! ==
and please!! don't back stab people!! wanna talk about me? please include my name!! == i don't mind..
okayyyyy!! time to calm down shi wei~~ i'm a person with good manners unlike someone!! my mom taught me about manners!
so okayy~ partial energy restored.. at least no more super torturing headache.. haha..
today was okay.. except for me lazy to wake up to go for moral replacement.. and keep stunning in the class.. can't blame me for that though~ i'm too tired.. 9 hours sleep wasn't enough to refill the missing hours through these 2 weeks.. i basically just slept for like 5 hours per day from last week! @@ super tiring.. some how all my classes are early in the morning.. the only day that i could rest was saturday and i went to ipoh last saturday and i had classes just now.. damn! you can barely imagine how tired i am actually.. and now i'm still wondering should i go back to subang later or not.. sighs~
so the class just now was boring.. super duper boring~ as usual~ xD went to mcd with jialin and chris after class.. LOL.. kok hou suppose to come for the replacement.. and he overslept.. == then he say will come at 12.30pm after the class ends to discuss the biology lab report with chris.. i was wondering what to discuss about.. then after class i asked chris what they're discussing actually.. then he say they wanna do the report together.. LOL.. it's an individual report and they thought is pair work.. == so lastly kok hou didn't come.. then jialin went back after sitting in mcd for like less than 10 minutes.. left chris and me eating and chatting there.. haha..
thought of going back to subang at that time.. so he followed me go to residence to get my stuffs.. lol.. fate i guess.. the laundry people went out for lunch and will be back at 2pm.. (that time was only 1pm) so chris went back himself lorr.. and now i'm stunning here in my room..
so back to yesterday..
the orientation night was okay.. performed twice.. there's me in 2 out of 5 performances.. @@ well.. at first only dancing.. then at 5pm.. brandon told me that steph couldn't come.. so............ he's lack of partner and he aimed me.. == you know what? the orientation night suppose to start at 6 and that time was 5pm.. @@ lastly i helped him out by forgetting the lyrics.. hahaha!! can't blame me for that!! i have too little time to prepare.. but i guess it wasn't a big deal though~ the dance was funny too.. haha.. just started to practice and learn the dance moves a day before! you people should really give a big clap for us! haha..
the orientation night started around 7pm.. first start with a game.. hmm.. kind of funny though~ the winner were punished where i'm punished too.. LOL.. funny right? haha.. kok hou missed the fun.. he came during dinner time which is after the game.. i went for practice for the duet during dinner time.. then keep memorizing the lyrics as i could.. but sighs~~ failed eventually.. hahah.. well.. brandon's shivering while holding my hand during the singing time.. haha.. he must be shock that i couldn't memorize the lyrics and yet so calm.. hahahaha..
for the nobody dance was okay.. we messed up a bit.. but heyy.. we just learned that a day before.. haha.. so it considered okay lorr.. yun fang's so bouncy~ if you get what i mean.. haha..
it ended up with some sort of dance floor battle? between the social people and some unknown from no where.. the party ended kind of early.. jia lin and kok hou followed me back to residence to get her stuff and kok hou wanna borrow charger.. waited until kok hou go home which is like almost 11 then i go back up to my room and shower.. updated here awhile then go to sleep.. haha..
pretty lucky that my headache cured after a good night sleep.. no dreams no nothing.. i straight away fall asleep right after i lie down on my bed for like less than 5 minutes? haha.. see!!! i'm super tired!!
so i'll update everything in one post from wednesday until just now.. =)
wednesday:
well.. went to KLCC with ling wei, kok hou and carol.. quite a long conversation we had.. mostly about christianity.. carol's member of church actually.. haha.. anyways.. carol and ling wei went back kind of early.. around 7 something.. then we both went to watch "Resident Evil 3".. this movie is tiring~ @@ keep on scaring people with those zombie-like-people.. =/ they frighten me quite many times.. haha..
thursday:
went back to college for dancing training.. well.. practice half way in lower foyer then change to residence level 1.. well.. it's kinda amazing that we can actually finish it in a day.. *claps for us* after practice i went to sungei wang to buy something..
friday:
the busiest day of sem 2.. so far~ class at 8am early in the morning.. CTS some more.. jia lin and i were stunning in the class.. haha.. rush to KPD for our first lab session.. cut my hand during that rushing period and it hurts.. =( the first lab was okay~ haha..
sorry for stopping there.. i'm too tired now.. and having a serious headache.. so ya.. continue tomorrow after i restore my energy.. haha.. night people! =)
(sorry for not being able to embed it in here.. i don't have sufficient information to make the embed code)(plus i'm not really good at embed coding if without the ready edited one)
five loaves and two fishes:
a little boy of thirteen
was on his way to school
he heard a crowd of people laughing
and he went to take a look
thousands were listening
to the stories of one man
he spoke with such wisdom
even the kids could understand
the hours passed so quickly
the day turned into night
everyone was hungry
but there was no food in sight
the boy looked in his lunchbox
at the little that he had
he wasn't sure what good it'd do
there were thousands to be fed
but he saw the twinkling eyes of jesus
the kindness in his smile
and the boy cried out
with the trust of a child
he said:
take my five loaves and two fishes
do with it as you will
i surrender
take my tears and my inhibitions
all my burdens, my ambitions
you can use it all to feed them all
i often think about that boy
when i'm feeling small
and i worry that the work i do
means nothing at all
but every single tear i cry
is a diamond in his hands
and every door that slams in my face
i will offer up in prayer
so i'll give you every breath that i have
oh lord, you can work miracles
all you need is my "Amen"
so take my five loaves and two fishes
do with it as you will
i surrender
take my tears and my inhibitions
all my burdens, my ambitions
you can use it all
i hope it's not too small
i trust in you
i trust in you
so take my five loaves and two fishes
do with it as you will
i surrender
take my tears and my inhibitions
all my burdens, my ambitions
you can use it all
no gift is too small
the chorus is really touching.. i can't stop listening to it.. really is a nice composition that touches people's heart..
sometimes it's just a matter of fact whether you want to give something to the others or not.. nothing is small.. sharing is caring, right?
suppose to be sleeping now.. but hmm~ feel like i should update my bloggy before i go to bed.. so ya~ i'm updating.. =)
last friday was raya holiday.. went back to subang to find my aunt.. well.. to be exact, i go there for like 1 hour? then go ipoh with my aunt.. it was fun though..
aunt bought a very nice car.. sport car.. to be exact.. CLK 200!!! @.@
can you imagine? my aunt! buying CLK!!! hahaha.. my cousin gonna get his RX8 this week too.. wow~ 2 sports car.. hmmmm~~
it's kind of proud being a passenger in a CLK 200 though.. haha.. my aunt's downline all were like.. "i wanna test drive~~~" LOLL!!!! haha..
wanted to go eat "ipoh nga choi gai" (ipoh bean sprout chicken).. but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why????????? sobs.. the first day i went there, they almost wanna close their shop already.. then wait till the second day.. who knows~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ they haven't cook the chicken by the time we're done.. == sighs~ my aunt say will come again 2 weeks later.. so ya.. wait for another 2 weeks i guess..
then another funny thing is that we went to old town cafe in ipoh.. hahahaha.. actually the real ipoh old town is just a street apart.. but sighs~ no time to go to the real old town and try out the real ipoh old town food.. T^T
gone for my course too just now.. YAYYYY!!!! completed 4 out of 5 classes.. which means 1 more class next week then i'm done!!!!!!!!!!!!! hooooorayyyyyyyyyyyy~ ^^
well.. i went to the book fair with ling wei and her friend carol just now.. before that, we (jialin, chris, kokhou, lingwei, carol and me) went to watch step up 3..
step up 3 is aweeesommeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too bad we're not watching the 3d version.. NICE!!!!!! *thumbs up* well.. chris, jialin and kok hou went back after the movie ends.. so the 3 of us went to the book fair.. after saying good bye to jialin, we saw mun's friend which also jialin's friend.. haha.. how impressive that he actually remembers us.. lol.. talked to him for like less than a minute then we go to the book fair..
tell you something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm like suiciding!!!!!!!!!! going into such a huge book fair and need to control myself from over buying.. and need to set a budget for myself while buying.. damn!!!!!!! it's so torturing!!!! there's so many nice books there.. a lot that i wanted to buy.. haihhhh!!! but i did manage to control myself.. i gave myself a limit of 100 bucks today.. and ya.. i did it by only spending 100 bucks.. no more nor less.. hahaha.. saw a lot of books that i wanted to collect.. the whole series are there!!!!!!! sighs!!! too expensive.. well.. not to say expensive larr.. just that didn't discount lorr.. the good thing is the whole complete set is there so you no need to find from different shops.. but!!!!!!!!!!!! there's a limited edition set of harry potter!!!!!!! but it's over my budget larrr.. 300++ for the whole series.. worth it! but too expensive for me.. =/ how i wish my dad was here.. =(
anyways.. i bought chicken soup.. (not the food kind of chicken soup but the book one) so cheap!!!!!!!! then i bought 4 of the little book that contain a lot of stories that i'm collecting now.. and a book named "the five person you meet in heaven".. then bought a lot sticky notes.. (damn cheap!!!!!!!!!!) 2 gel pen and 2 CDs.. (the CD that i bought is so cheap!!!!!!!!!! used to be 19.90 per CD.. now it's 29.90 for 2!!!!!)
by the way.. before the movie started, we went to kinokuniya.. chris and i wanted to find our biology text book actually.. and guess what? that stupid text book cost RM727.80!!!!!!!!!! @@ insane!!!!!!!!!!!! of course, we didn't buy that.. haha..
so okay.. i'm tired now~~ didn't get enough sleep yesterday.. so ya.. stay tuned and bye~ =)
i was listening to TKWO again just now.. then all in a sudden i thought of nakamura gakuen symphonic band.. so i googled it to find out when is the next concert that they're going to perform.. then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i found out that there's an international band tournament in genting from 29 nov to 2nd dec!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! i wanna go!!!!! but final is almost there!!!! =C kill me!!! ='(
then then then!!!!! more bad things come.. i saw that nakamura band came to singapore last year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how come i don't know one???????????? =( i only know that they went to indonesia on the year 2008.. i thought they only go overseas once in 4 years????????????? not fair!!!!!!!!! =(
calm down shiwei~ calm down~~~~ =/
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='(
why must we have our finals at that time????????????????? D=
sighs~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
anyways.. going to the book fair in klcc tomorrow!!!! =DDDDD
okayy.. college life officially started and it's killing me slowly.. i slept like a pig when i came back from eating just now with my room mate.. my dad called when i was sleeping and he's like "you sleeping ar?" lol.. well.. i noticed people can easily differentiate whether i'm sleeping or not by just listening to my voice.. haha.. they say my voice is in lower pitch when i'm sleeping and super high pitch when i'm hyper.. ==
chris, jia lin and kok hou is officially addicted to maple.. T^T they keep talking about maple the WHOLE DAY!! @@ well.. actually before that not so serious until kok hou joined them.. @@ whenever kok hou is with us, they sure talk about maple.. ahhhhhhhhh~~~ i'm like back to my old life.. listening to the guys talking about maple and sit aside do nothing and that was when i was form 2.. == nooooooooo~~ i thought maple was outdated? T^T
1 more thing i hate about maple was because my bro was so addicted last time until forget he has to let me use the com too.. ~.~ some more whenever i'm out, he for sure will ask me buy @cash for him.. ==
was listening too band records and piano records just now.. TKWO is always the best!!!!!!!!!!!! (at least to me)(fyi: they've dropped to second in world's best orchestra ranking.. but this is old stats larr.. not really sure about now..) was listening to their "jungle fantasy".. i LOVEEEEEEEEEEE THEIR PERCUSSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they're just so good!!!!! their flutist also not bad.. can hit such high note with flute.. impressive!!
this is the recording of TKWO's "jungle fantasy"
nice? to me it's brilliant! especially the percussion solo part!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDD too bad it's been such a long time that i never touch my drumsticks.. if not i would have practiced the solo!!!!! nice larrrrr!!!! haha..
okay larrrr.. time to get some rest already.. if not i will keep yawning in class again tomorrow.. haha.. stay tuned! bye!
so many things are coming.. my schedule is so full for september..
anyways.. college life is kinda tough now.. the good thing is that i finally have 5 classes same as my baby~ =D well.. kinda little if compared to chris who has 14 classes same as me.. but never mind.. as long got common classes is enough already.. xD (kok hou~ don't jealous~~~ hahahahahahaha!!)
seen all my subject lecturers.. hmm..
for bio we got ms.sangeetha.. one of the consulting lecturer for social sphere.. jia lin and i feeling so weird.. hahaha.. but i guess we would felt the same too if we got ms.renee for cts.. hahaha.. anyways.. ms.sangeetha seems nice.. well.. we'll see how..
for stats we got ms.see.. hahaha.. her first sentence was "hi, i'm see!" *with the serious look* we're like "hi, i'm saw and i'm the past tense of you.. when we stand together, we're see saw" *with the super funny slang and pitch* (hope she don't see this) she looks super serious man~~~ some more dare us not to use calculators during exam if we don't bring it to her class.. funny lady though.. especially when she's telling something funny with her serious look.. haha..
for cts we got mr.g.. (i don't remember his real name)(he ask us to call him mr.g) he's super aggressive you know!!! he's like so "gan jiong" when he's talking.. some more he talk kind of fast and with a bit indian slang.. and he's like hypnotizing us to sleep and then force us to stay awake by forcing us to copy down what he said.. == pointless stuff that he ask us to note down.. we must really find a way to sleep.. hahahaha..
for advance english we got ms.chandra.. sighs.. i don't know whether it's a good thing or bad thing.. but the way she talk is really kind of dramatic.. LOL.. seriously!!! then she's like aiming us in the class.. whenever she talk about something bad, we noticed that she sure look at us.. == well.. don't know larr.. maybe we're being too sensitive.. hmmm..
for moral we got ms.geetha.. an indian lady.. hmm.. not bad.. but kind of boring also larr.. she's kind of responsible also.. good thing~ hahaha..
well.. my mood swings recently.. don't know why.. maybe because i'm not feeling so well.. headache easily.. @@ (don't worry.. my mood is still good now) kinda scared actually.. it's like a signal telling me i should take care of my body.. and i hate this kind of alarm..
anyways.. thanks alot to kok hou for his dream talk.. lol.. that really changed my mood from moody to happy.. (maybe because i wasn't that emo already that time.. xP)
so ya.. gonna sleep earlier tonight.. @@ talked too much (or listen too much?) yesterday.. plus i'm very tired today.. and i seriously need to sleep earlier everyday already since my schedule is so early in the morning..
what a shock! this just make the bitter sweet of my current mood..
after all the blogging time.. i just noticed google added new feature for the bloggers which is stats.. (even though i don't really need it..) i was curious and so i clicked on that column and take a look at my blog stats.. incredibly, this blog got over thousands views in only 2 months.. i don't know which day of july did they start to track.. but ya.. the thousand++ views are for july and august.. and i guess they just started to track it in the middle or end of july.. (the differences between the two months seems too big)
thank god for the high popularity for this blog even though i didn't promote it.. seeing the wide range of audiences just made my day.. (well.. not that much though) seeing the second highest percentage of readers are actually from US just make me feels great..
anyways.. i don't think i'll put ads in my blog like what i did last time.. too troublesome.. well.. even though someone just tried to persuade me to put ads to earn money.. ==
so ya.. stay tuned.. and thanks for the support! =)
did the color test again.. (i realize i always do that whenever i'm lost or down or something..)
so this is the result..
Your Existing Situation
"Finds herself in a situation that is difficult and not quite going her way, yet she is persistent and continues to do things her way. she tries to hide her true intentions, in order to gain false trust from her opponents."
Your Stress Sources
"His current situation or relationship is not up to par, but cannot improve it without help. Hides her vulnerability by holding back affection or being overly expressive. The relationship may be depressing, but the fear of losing too much keeps her around. she wants to be independent and free, but fears the future will be just as disappointing. her situation leaves her sensitive and impatience, seeking a quick escape. her restlessness may destroy the ability to concentrate."
Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels unhappy and isolated because she is unable to succeed in finding the cooperation and understanding she desires.
Is bothered when her needs and desires are misunderstood and she feels there is no one to turn to or rely on. her self-centered attitude can cause her to be easily offended.
Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
Is bothered when her needs and desires are misunderstood and she feels there is no one to turn to or rely on. her self-centered attitude can cause her to be easily offended.
Applies tough standards to her potential partner and demands an unrealistic perfection in her sex life.
Your Desired Objective
"Feels that nothing can upset her or phase her and is constantly trying to prove that to herself and others. Believes she is better than any weakness. As a result of her beliefs, she comes across as harsh or severe to those around him, with an overbearing and arrogant attitude."
Your Actual Problem
"Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situation or unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress. she tries escaping from those emotions by denying the exist at all. Hides her dissatisfaction at the situation behind a proud, but false independence."
Your Actual Problem #2
"Is resistant of outside pressures and control, or anything that stands in the way of her freedom to make her own decisions and plans. Works hard to establish and build her position and status."
i found it kind of true in some parts.. (it always does..)(that is why i do this) feel like doing? sharing is caring.. so ya.. Color Quiz click on the word then go and try it out yourself some time..
Please leave me a tag if you want me to link you! =)
p/s: more links to come... still under constructions.. =)
your self
introduction
She is a typical Aquarius girl who loves weird stuffs. A weird person you may consider but she doesn't care how people think about her, but maybe deep inside her little heart. She loves to eat and thinks that eating is a kind of enjoyment. She can eat a lot and more than you could imagine for a girl in her size. She's not as slim as people thought but she's not as fat too, an average size you can consider. She loves to do random stuffs and enjoys taking photos of random things. Normal people can't just imagine how random she is. You can't judge her from her outlook because you may get fooled of it. She loves weird stuff. You may think that the thing she treasures the most is her laptop which cost almost three thousand. However you're wrong! She treasures her collection of books more than anything. Her collection cost more than you thought and the one she loves the most got stolen. That was a limited edition translation copy. She plays musical instrument and sings. She was the conductor of both choir and brass band in her school. Sometimes she even got confused of both type of conducting ways, but no one actually realizes. She loves music.
Simple Biodata:
Name: Shi Wei (no full name listing here as internet is very dangerous)
Age: 17
D.O.B: 14th February 1992
Sex: Female
Location: Federal Territory Labuan
(it is as simple as you thought)
(last update: 21st November 2009)
Random facts you MIGHT want to know about her:
Blood Type: A positive
Recent Measured Mass: 49kg
Recent Measured Height: 160cm
Voice Range: Soprano
Able to play: Part of the percussion instruments (example: snare drum and etc)
Favorite Genre of Music: Classical
Favorite Day: Saturday
Favorite Time(s): Evening/Early in the morning
Favorite Color(s): Blue/Lavender/Violet/Pink/White
Favorite Chocolate Brand: Hershey's
Favorite Book: "Haroo, The Thinking Dog"
Favorite Quote: Live to the fullest!
Favorite Ice Cream Dealer(s): Baskin Robins/Haagen Daaz
Favorite Type of Cake: Cheese Cake (especially Tiramisu)
(thought of any things you want to know about her? Contact her for the information!)
Never take someone for granted. Hold every one close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones.