was doing something and someone interfered.. == and he reminded me about blogging.. so i decided to blog.. haha..
well.. such long time never had such a nice sleep.. ESPECIALLY it's not holiday yet.. so ya.. apparently i'm telling you i had a good night sleep yesterday or should i say this morning? ('cause i slept around 3am "yesterday")
sundays used to be my sleeping day after a whole week of tiredness.. ya.. people who know me knows that my high school life was full of choir and band and meetings.. except for most of the sundays.. basically i'm kind of busy every single day.. (note that i wrote most of the sundays, 'cause sometimes i still need to get back to school even it's a sunday..) but well.. to be really honest, i did missed those busy days.. =/ even though it's kind of busy, but i had fun.. lots of fun.. fun that money can't buy.. =(
so back to the topic.. i had super weird schedule and lots of stress source and tonnes of works to be done everyday.. i used to get all my energy or i should say sleeping time on sundays.. however when i'm here.. mmmm.. i need to go back to subang as you know.. i can't really rest there though.. church services and stuffs.. i don't really go there to rest.. instead i just relax a while, slack for a day.. i don't really go there for rest.. and ya.. what all these results in? undoubtedly is EXHAUSTED!! plus.. my stress source is not just about college but some other things too.. =( so people, you can't really blame me if i sleep for so long..
(my tiredness is really come to the max!) ling wei and carol should know that because i actually fall asleep in the cinema.. people whom i went to sing k with yesterday should know because i can actually sleep in such noisy environment..
life is tiring huh?? it is.. it really is...... especially when things got packed up together and smash you into human paste.. but the point is whether you can stand up and form your body back.. i can sometimes.. i really can.. but now.. i'm getting tired.. things are so complicated.. (i don't even know which case am i talking now) i'm tired of smiling and laughing like nothing happened.. i'm tired of getting all the troubles to myself and not letting others know.. i'm tired of almost everything.. sighs.. why am i telling you guys these? =(
well.. this blog is meant to keep all my happy moments isn't it? it's losing its characteristic i guess.. anyways.. just ignore this.. i'm just trying to let out my inner feelings..
blog: cheer up, my dear owner!!
me: i will~ =)
oh gosh!! i'm getting lame-er~ ~.~
till then!! stay tuned!!