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Friday, November 26, 2010
mini update
i see spider webs in here.. xDD
okay okay, my apologies~ was busying with tight deadlines and presentations..
well.. settled down with the only 2 presentations of the sem.. yesterday was my english presentation which i done badly.. (i think..) all the points were not well-organized in oral form.. sighs.. what is over is over.. better not to think back.. my CTS presentation was a....... hmm.. hahaha.. well.. i did the presentation slides this morning.. i mean 12am till 2am then continued at 8 something IN THE CLASS~ xP pretty stupid slides.. hahaha.. it's a so-not-me kind of slides.. as you know, my power points slide are picturey~ and wordless kind one.. and we need to pass up the printed slide of this presentation, so ya, this means no overly point form and unexplained arguments in the slides.. so~~~ i included everything in the slide which means i can just read it out and ya.. thats all.. hahahahahaha.. never practice and nothing were done before hand.. wahahahaha.. can't believe i'm so lazy now.. xDDDDD but it was okay i guess.. hehehehe~
the lab test today was kind of stupid.. just observing cells and that's it!! @@ my eyes were so pain observing the microscope.. hate the drawings too!!!!!!!!!
my assignments this sem were poorly done.. sighs~~~~ i'm ready to die.. =(
(realized that i'm kind of lazy nowadays? and ya~~ need to get some rest now.. had been working hard for the past few days and it kills~~)
niteyyyyyy~~
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Monday, November 22, 2010
funny facts of me
random facts about me: - i'm going to die really soon of presentations and assignments..
- i told my dear aunt that i will be going back to Subang this weekend and i've forgotten about the dodge ball competition that we're having this sunday.. screw me~
- i'm addicted to Mamee (a kind of instant noodles junkie~) recently and eating it uncontrollably..
- i ate two mc.value set yesterday..
- i'm hating Chachos (a kind of chips which is similar to tortilla chips), without knowing why~
- i'm wishing for a new white VAIO c-series~~ (c-series is enough for me~ xD)
- i still can't find my long lost favorite book in the market after searching for so many years.. planning to online-order it.. or maybe depend on the situation first..
- i'm wasting my time writing these useless facts instead of doing my assignments..
- i'm wanting to have a cup of vodka with lemonade now.. (don't know why~)
- i want to have some famous amos double chocolate cookies NOW.. but unfortunately, i don't get to~ T^T
- i have no idea on how to do my biology assignment!!
- i'm afraid that i might screw my presentations..
- i need to hand in my biology assignment this wednesday, and it's monday now.. the point is......i not even started!!!!!!!! =S
- i am suiciding by keeping my way of dealing things.. like seriously~
- i'm hating my blogskin, but was too lazy to even change.. bear with the ugliness, people!
- i want to have some watermelons.. but the problem is......where can i get them?? ==
- i want to have some home-cooked dishes and soup... but unfortunately, i couldn't
- i'm missing home terribly!!
- i'm pretty exhausted!!!!!!!
- i shall stop now..
such a long time never did this kind of updates.. so ya.. i'm lazy to blog about my recents and feel like blogging.. bear with my laziness, people.. will do the updates all at once, once that i'm free.. xD
till then!!! =)
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Thursday, November 18, 2010
short reminder
before i forget, let me tell you that i had funny days this week..
monday: really popping kind of quiz + dsa black out-->instrument playing and funny actings tuesday: college black out-->had CTS class along the corridor wednesday: whole day doing assignment + pathetic but memorable dinner-->being robbed literally
okay.. will explain more and upload pictures when i'm free.. haha.. till then!
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Tuesday, November 16, 2010
sentimental
life has been quite weird in some way recently...
ever since i come to college, i realized that i was too naive..
people can be so fake in some way that terrifies you.. i mean like, seriously? plus, those who hurt you the most is whom you trusted the most.. whom that you never thought they would have cheated on you..
that kind of feeling, is indescribable..
you would never even thought that the biggest lier was the one you cared the most.. the most terrifying thing is that, they might not even want to clarify things and just let you feeling miserable.. what a shame..
maybe i'm just being sentimental..
this seems hard to be achieved huh? well... it depends..
i do felt happy at times.. =)
well.. people who know me well will know that i'm a person who enjoys life a lot.. i cherish every single moment that i have.. i play hard, enjoy hard, and work hard too if necessary.. (but so far none of the college people seen the work hard side of me.. xD)
life is precious, we should treasure it and not waste it..
i should just appreciate the golden time i'm having now to relax before all the hard works come tomorrow.. xD
if and only if i have starry nights here......
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Sunday, November 14, 2010
movie day
hmm.. seems like it's been so long since my last update.. xD
well.. went to HMC's prom night last friday and it's quite okay.. haha.. well~~~~ quite a number of people couldn't recognize me.. == hmmmmm~~ hahahaha.. well.. since my prom night mode is gone.. so basically i couldn't describe much.. hahahahahaha..
yesterday i went out with jia lin and kok hou.. chris suppose to join us but hmm.. he need to go johor for some wedding dinner.. == so ya.. only 3 of us.. hanging out in starbucks for our presentation slide.. done it pretty fast though.. then i watched drama the whole night in my room with my room mate after that.. wanted to watch movie at first.. but ended up hide in my room and rot inside.. hahaha..
went out for movie just now.. watched "unstoppable" and hmm.. quite boring.. xD hahahaha..
okayyy larrr.. i'm quite lazy now.. so ya.. till then~~
stay tuned!!
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Tuesday, November 9, 2010
should i or should i not?
suppose to do my presentation slides.. well.. lazy~ hahaha..
got my cts quiz 1 marks just now.. well!!!!!!! this proves that mr.g is seriously a big fat kind man!!!!! (i don't meant to say he's fat.. just an expression on how kind he is~ xD) i thought i screwed my cts you know!?!? wahahahahah!! thought would be like 3. something.. but amazingly i got more than 8 over 10.. ^^ sooooooo happy!!! xD well.. this tells me that as long the answer seems reasonable, then he'll give marks.. wahahahaha!!! soooooooo happy!!!!! =D
this sem is still a disaster.. ~.~ i guess again, i screwed my moral.. T^T well.. to be honest.. i don't know how to do the questions.. sighs~~ i already screwed my first quiz and i don't want to screw this one again.. but~~~~~ too late.. T^T
prom is coming really soon.. well~~~~~~~~ my dress is.....errrrr... hmm.. okay.. you people should just see on that day.. @@ next thing to buy: heels~~~~ xD (planned to wear at least 3 inches or maybe 4 inches? xD but my room mate say better try on 3 inches first since i'm not those high-heels-wearer.. lol~)
well.. have been thinking should i join elken.. my aunt keep asking me to join since i know quite alot about elken's product.. plus i got extra knowledge that i got from college and so on.. hmmm~~ my mom called me yesterday and i told her about this.. she said that i should join if i want.. gain extra pocket money since that i spend so much here.. == then she say she'll support me by buying a set of outdoor water filter and a water dispenser.. which all together cost like few thousands.. it's quite sufficient for me to get myself gaining the manager position 'cause i need to like sell 3 water dispenser then is enough already.. hmmmm~~ should i????
well.. people around, even my aunt, asked me to change my fb profile picture.. == especially my aunt.. so i took some pictures that day when i was bored.. xD (ehhhhh!!! i know you people surely will laugh while looking at these pictures.. == don't tease me!!! xP)
  
 
hmmm~~ nothing much i guess.. haha.. till then!! =)
stay tuned!!
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Monday, November 8, 2010
life
life is full of uncertainties.. you wouldn't know what would happen at the next second...
went to a special home in petaling jaya just now.. what i can say is that we are so fortunate.. looking at these special kids, i felt sad.. they are so pity.. =/ well.. i'm more to focus on a child only..
 Name: Foo Xin Rou
Age: 15 years 7 months 6 days
Gender: Female
Date of Birth: April 2, 1995
Sickness: Spina bifida
Father: Foo Choo Hock
Mother: Wong Lee Hong
History: Foo Xin Rou nick named "Girl Girl" was brought to our center by her father, who is jobless and mother left her after delivery. The father had came to center in the first few years, but never went near Xin Rou, he would just stand there and watch her. |
Xin Rou was born with the spinal core out side of the body. She need an operation to place the spinal core back inside the body.
Xin Rou sometime has fits too. Normally it will hold her for thirty seconds every time. but, there were two times she really suffered for more than a few hours during her fit.
She has improved a lot over these years, from just lying still, she now knows how to crawl. Most of the children in this center are language experts; even Girl Girl can understand four languages: Bahasa Malaysia, English, Mandarin and Tamil. She is now learning at the level of a 3-4 year old child. She has a smiling face all day which is why most visitors know her very well
this is the girl that i was take caring of.. don't know why, i see sorrow in her eyes.. when we were inside that house greeting the person in charge, she grabbed my attention.. she was lying there and asking me to play with her.. well.. i did approached her after i've done with the visiting letter stuff.. she was so pity that she can't chew things properly and can't drink sweet beverage.. even though she can't chew properly, but she seems like wanting to eat the tea break that the special home provide them so much.. she asked me to get one for her and asked me to feed her.. it's kind of hard to feed her properly though.. need to be really brave because if the food wasn't placed in the right "place" in her mouth, you'll need to get it out of her mouth WITH YOUR HAND.. as in putting your fingers into her mouth and get the food that was not chewed.. well.. it seems gross to certain people.. chris played with her too after that.. then i get back in and play with her again.. well.. i couldn't forget her look when she stares at the CCTV screen.. she can't really move alot.. and she was staring at the screen and seems sad for not being able to move around like other kids.. her eye sight was so saddening.. i felt so bad after seeing her like that, and i guess she saw my reaction.. she was so so sensible that she know that i felt bad for all the kids in that house and started to play with me.. she's like teaching me numbers in chinese and some weird language that maybe tamil.. well.. when i see her yawning, i felt like letting her there and let her sleep.. but...... i wonder if i was wrong to do that.. when i say bye bye to her, i see her eyes turning watery.. i felt really bad.. really really bad..
while i was inside that room, i hear kids yelling and crying.. it's so depressing.. millions of feelings came across me.. looking at them, i felt that all of us are so fortunate.. i used to complain alot to my parents.. but look at them, they have no parents!! i heard "girl girl" (the girl i approached) calling the founder of the house as "papa".. it sounds so sad yet complicated.. girl girl pointed the portrait of the founder and tell me "papa".. (means she sees the guy as his father..) these kids are children that were given up by their parents.. how cruel these parents are.. from what i heard, many of them are given birth by teenagers that were pregnant from "accident".. these people are so irresponsible!!! how can they do that to their own child??? if it wasn't their own fault for acting like a grown up when they weren't, these wouldn't have happened.. i guess this is why i against sex before marriage so much..
appreciate your current condition.. even the worst condition you ever had couldn't be compared to these kids..
all of us are so blessed!
dear girl girl, may god bless you!
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Sunday, November 7, 2010
blessed week
well.. suppose to update yesterday.. haha.. well.. i had a wonderful weekend in subang this week!!! xD
i went back home yesterday.. (which in turn means subang in this case..) my dear cousins came to pick me out and helped out in my cousin's restaurant.. well.. i got a "god brother" or what the chinese call as 干哥哥.. LOLL.. funny though.. hahahaha.. around 9 something i guess.. aunty jasmine came to find my aunt.. she asked my aunt to go for a drink.. (if you know what a drink really means.. xD) then my aunt brought me along with her.. we went to a lounge bar and that lounge bar feels like an old country bar.. lol.. well.. not too bored in there actually.. it's typically an old people's lounge bar.. hahahhahahaha.. my other aunt went together too.. (let's make it clear first before you guys messed up my aunts..) (the aunt that i always follow is the 4th aunt and the another aunt is the 3rd aunt..) so both my aunts don't want me to feel bored, so they called my 3rd aunt's son to come and accompany me.. well.. hahahaha.. basically listening to them talking was pretty fun already.. so when my cousin come, we both turned out listening to them talking.. hahahahaha.. undoubtedly, he's one of my cousins that "sayang" me the most.. (sorry, i can't think of any better word than this.. hahahaha!!) we two were like making fun of the band in that lounge bar.. LOLL.. we went back home around 12am.. which both of us still not drunk yet.. aunty jasmine of course follows her husband back home.. while my 2 aunties go back using the same car and i'm in my cousin's car.. my cousin was so funny.. he was like.. "ehh wei~ (they call me wei wei..) wanna continue next round or not? we two go only.. i bring you go other better bar to continue next round.." hahahaha.. well.. if i wasn't need to wake up early in the morning the next day, i would have say yes.. LOLL.. since he offers what.. plus, i need not to worry he would do something harmful to me.. hahaha.. but lastly went home also larr.. xD
well.. after the drink.. i had a good night sleep.. really relaxing.. such long time never been so relaxing.. i almost don't want to wake up for church.. but i think god really arranged everything properly.. i was slacking on my bed and not wanting to wake up.. then horrrrrrr.. that stupid bao bao arr.. (bao bao is my cousin's shih tzu) suddenly come upstairs and barking infront of my room door.. == then i finally woke up since he's so noisy.. lol.. went to church and everything was so touching!!!!!!!! it's really like god talking to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='| went for brunch with my cousins and aunt and 可望老师's bro, 可恩 and his girl friend.. then i followed my aunt to elken for a "meeting".. lol.. was okay though.. nothing much to say after the meeting and before going back to church for the musical thinggy.. so ya.. i went to Soul Work's concert.. was okayyyy~ there's few people with really nice voice.. so after the concert, my cousin sent me back to hostel.. this cousin also a very nice guy.. a very successful one i can say.. he owned his own RX8 now.. and he's a very talented guy!!!!!!!!!! i like him when he plays piano.. xD honestly, nothing bad about this cousin.. even my mom said so.. his egoness is those kind that don't allow girls/ladies to suffer kind of ego.. those protective kind of ego.. he's really a very nice guy.. very handsome somemore.. xD
i had a really blessed weekend with lot's of God's words.. thank god for everything.. =)
the most blessed thing of the past week: thank god for your arrangement and making me clear with all the bad stuffs.. thank god for healing my eyes from the eye redness and making me feeling comfortable.. thank god for letting me know so many things.. thank god for everything!!! =)
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Friday, November 5, 2010
So Close
So Close by Jon Mclaughlin
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now? We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
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Thursday, November 4, 2010
god is love
suppose to do my research paper now.. but i'm so tired and my eyes are killing me..
people who are close to me should know that my eyes are killing me.. well.. it gone red and painful.. my room mate was scaring me that it will turn green if i don't rest.. @@ well.. will do after finishing the research paper..
in my current mood, i'm pretty lazy to describe what happened just now in the cafe with mun.. was so happily eating with her and almost forgot the damn thing that happened earlier when mun was having class while jia lin and chris went back home, leaving me alone in college.. but sadly saw something that just reminded me of that damn thing.. it haunts me..
my mood was so bad just now.. that damn thing really haunts me.. it seriously does.. i was so angry just now and trying very hard to control myself.. typed a blog post just now and ended up didn't post it up.. guess was god's order not to let others see my negative emotions..
now that i'm pretty calm.. it really affects me just now while i'm doing my research paper.. ended up feeling so depressed and start praying.. it can't be considered the first time i felt the greatness of having a religion.. i pray whenever i'm sad and so on.. just now, i felt the fight between god and satan in me.. bad images keep flashing in my mind while i'm praying.. i was so scared and angry.. i can't forget how frightening the fact is when i realize it.. i'm fragile.. i'm too weak to stand these.. i was crying for the name of god while praying and the bad feelings keep attacking me.. i'm tired.. i'm very tired.. i ended up calling for peace and keep repeating the same thing in my prayer.. how long did i spend for that prayer? i don't know.. but the thing for sure is that i felt peace in me after praying.. at least i know god's with me all the time that i needed him..
guess it was all arrangement from god before this month's eucharist.. it was god's plan to let me see how cruel the truth is.. it was god's plan to let me finally awake from this blurry dream.. i was right since the beginning.. my first instinct was correct.. god did gave me the ability to interpret.. after all these, it just proves that all my "prediction" was correct.. everything were not just my prediction but the truth! the fact! undeniably, it's sad.. why must these happens?
why are these keep happening to me? why people who i cared so much love to lie to me? why are they being so fake in front of me? why must they cheat on me? why??????
my eyes are tired and painful at this moment.. i put so much eye lubricant on them.. and guess what? i can't even differentiate which is the eye lubricant and which is my tear...
i told myself that i want to be strong.. i wouldn't want to be bullied again.. i wouldn't want to be cheated again.. i don't!!!!!!
i know i'm tough enough to overcome this! if i can made it last few times, i can also make it this time.. i promised to myself, this will be the very last time for others to hurt me..
i'm tough......
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Tuesday, November 2, 2010
small small world
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! after recent's massive eating, i gained weight~~ T^T
research paper still not done and my report still not done too.. T^T i'm dying slowly.. but i think research paper is not a big problem since i'm so long-winded.. xD
can't believe that this world is so damn small!!! xD no wonder larr you always come to KL.. wahahahhaha.. you'd better admit that this world is small.. haha.. there's a friend of mine that his girlfriend studies in MAHSA which is just opposite my college.. always wanted to see which "unlucky" girl gets him.. and didn't know she's in MAHSA studying medicine.. hahahhaa.. so so small larrr.. but so far not seen her yet.. plus~~~ i don't even know her.. @@ let's see if one day he comes and visit her and just bumped into me some where nearby here.. hahahaha.. and no wonder he'll be around this area that day when he come to KL!!!!!! wahahahahahha.. so many coincidence.. (lucky that i no time to meet him too though.. xD)
i should really stop procrastinating.. hmm
till then!!!
stay tuned! =)
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Monday, November 1, 2010
dinner in nilai
suppose to do my research paper now.. ~.~
well.. last friday was fun.. we went to the national library and became a day's Joy's boss.. hahahaha.. don't get what i mean??? Joy's the photocopy shop near our college and that means we photocopied our own stuff that day.. it was funny that 1 of the crediting machine malfunctioned.. mun i were the first to use that photocopy machine.. we were like, "eii?? why so weird one? our credit never lessen.." then when we look at others' machines, all were functioning as how it should function.. LOLL.. and that time we have already photocopied like 50+ papers? hahahaha.. then the paper stuck and we're forced to change to another machine.. but well.. we "earned" also.. LOLL.. stupid kok hou then asked the guy to fix that machine and he himself uses that one.. so ya.. his photocopy card still remained a lot of credits that were not used.. went for dinner after that in some place near college.. lost in there.. hahaha.. but fun though.. lol..
saturday was okayy.. slept for like 13 hours? then packed my things and went to subang.. nothing much happened actually.. except for that me and my cousin were sitting in the living room keep watching tv until late night, whereby we need to attend a dinner tomorrow night.. hahaha..
sunday was busy.. went to church early in the morning.. then went to Uno for brunch.. Uno's an italian restaurant that mainly sells pasta and pizza.. nice food.. however we don't really have the time to enjoy the food.. my cousins rushed to the saloon for their hair-do.. i was sent there too after eating and getting the stuffs from home for my cousin.. we wasted quite some time there.. too many people were waiting and lastly i go home and let my aunt's hairstylist to do my hair.. then my aunt helped me to make up because the two make up artists were too busy helping my aunts and other cousins to make up.. @@ well.. overall i looked nice.. xD i followed my cousin's car to the restaurant.. we went to my eldest aunt's house to get something.. my other cousin was like keep saying,"i'm hungry~~~ i need mcdonalds" LOLL.. but my cousin didn't allow him to drive to mcd.. hahaha.. reached there kind of early.. helped to prepare something.. then my mom reached.. my mom was so funny that she almost couldn't recognize me with make up and hair-do plus wearing dress.. == 2 of my aunts also didn't recognize me.. == (we're sharing table) my aunt were like,"ehh?? who's daughter is this arr?" (she asked my mom) ==||||||||||||||||| then my other aunt which i stay with keep saying i'm pretty and should always wear dresses and put on suitable makes up at times.. == another aunt also says that i have nice face figure but never appreciate it.. == lol.. then when i got back to hostel, my room mate was shocked by my "new" look.. she took pictures of me in dress and make up and posted it on FB.. within minutes, her friends commented on the pictures and said that i looked cute.. ==||| hyperbole is the only word i can think of.. ==|||
well.. today was a bit embarrassing.. after exhausted for few days, i slept in one of the space along the corridor.. == so many people saw me sleeping.. ahhhhhhh!!! i'm tired larrrr.. ==
and sighs!!! i haven't started with my research paper arrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T
till then and stay tuned!! =)
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introduction
She is a typical Aquarius girl who loves weird stuffs. A weird person you may consider but she doesn't care how people think about her, but maybe deep inside her little heart. She loves to eat and thinks that eating is a kind of enjoyment. She can eat a lot and more than you could imagine for a girl in her size. She's not as slim as people thought but she's not as fat too, an average size you can consider. She loves to do random stuffs and enjoys taking photos of random things. Normal people can't just imagine how random she is. You can't judge her from her outlook because you may get fooled of it. She loves weird stuff. You may think that the thing she treasures the most is her laptop which cost almost three thousand. However you're wrong! She treasures her collection of books more than anything. Her collection cost more than you thought and the one she loves the most got stolen. That was a limited edition translation copy. She plays musical instrument and sings. She was the conductor of both choir and brass band in her school. Sometimes she even got confused of both type of conducting ways, but no one actually realizes. She loves music.
Simple Biodata:
Name: Shi Wei (no full name listing here as internet is very dangerous)
Age: 17
D.O.B: 14th February 1992
Sex: Female
Location: Federal Territory Labuan
(it is as simple as you thought)
(last update: 21st November 2009)
Random facts you MIGHT want to know about her:
Blood Type: A positive
Recent Measured Mass: 49kg
Recent Measured Height: 160cm
Voice Range: Soprano
Able to play: Part of the percussion instruments (example: snare drum and etc)
Favorite Genre of Music: Classical
Favorite Day: Saturday
Favorite Time(s): Evening/Early in the morning
Favorite Color(s): Blue/Lavender/Violet/Pink/White
Favorite Chocolate Brand: Hershey's
Favorite Book: "Haroo, The Thinking Dog"
Favorite Quote: Live to the fullest!
Favorite Ice Cream Dealer(s): Baskin Robins/Haagen Daaz
Favorite Type of Cake: Cheese Cake (especially Tiramisu)
(thought of any things you want to know about her? Contact her for the information!)
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