incredibly! i got good yet bad communication skills! the good part is that the one i'm talking about actually knows i'm talking about her.. the bad thing is that there's two person who mistaken that i'm scolding them.. =/ (maybe i scolded/criticized too many people in here.. hmm~)
for the guy who mistaken i'm scolding you.. i explained to you already.. so i'll just skip your part..
for the girl who mistaken i'm scolding you.. i'm sorry for that.. the way i express the situation might same as yours but i'm not talking about you.. some how i don't really heard anything that is related between you and me.. so ya.. there's nothing about you.. sorry for making you felt offended.. if you did.. =) [i think you know i'm talking to you right? =)]
honestly.. my mood swings recently.. don't feel like even smiling sometimes.. but mommy taught me not to face the others sadly.. always smile in front of people.. so.. sighs.. this is like an inception that my mom implant in my mind.. that is why i'm always smiling or even laughing when you see me.. sometimes i felt really bad, but then i'll just try my very best to hide it.. i'm like will do it naturally.. not if you're someone that i trusted very much like my family.. i'm really tired.. both physically and mentally..
maybe lack of sleep makes me so moody.. not sure.. lack of sleep for 2 weeks.. some how this week is so damn busy.. i guess i'm not going back to subang this saturday after class but stay here and sleep.. i'm super tired.. some how so many things to be done this week.. there's tonnes of homeworks for statistics.. and my report for last friday's experiment haven't done.. i haven't even picked a working title for my english research paper.. having quiz 1 for statistics next monday.. then gonna have 2 lab reports to be done this week.. need to start working on my english research paper too.. that's not all.. this wednesday need to meet carol again.. thursday need to go back to subang church to go for interview session before baptize.. friday also need to go back to church for the evangelistic seminar about chinese culture.. saturday got replacement class.. then my pastor ask me to go back to subang after class to go for the youth bbq party.. then next sunday must go back for baptism.. sighs!! i'm so tired~ then social sphere events some more.. need to go for duty on monday, wednesday and thursday.. @@ and i'm incharge of prom booklet.. so need to think about the rough outline and design this friday and find ms.ida about that right after my CTS class before biology lab session.. i'm seriously lack of energy.. haihh!!
anyways.. i don't really care about what you say now.. i seriously too busy to even think of your rudeness.. if you don't want to stop.. it's up to you.. it's none of my business and i don't want to even know anymore.. this is not the first or even second time already.. i'm enough with these.. so i told myself.. if i can't bear it anymore, i'll just choose to not know.. so please forgive my don't-want-to-care-ness..
time to continue with my stuffs.. till then! stay tuned! =)
