it was a fun day today.. hahahaha.. well.. hard to imagine we actually had a great day in the national library.. LOLL..
(but it was a regret that i broke my promise once again to my dear juniors.. Dx)
*will update about the funny incidence tomorrow*
congrats to all my dears for having such a successful night tonight.. my biggest regret has finally been relieved.. =) was always been so guilty for not being able to realize my promise.. the one whom i felt sorry for the most was teacher.chua.. sent a congrats sms to him this afternoon and got a thank you from him for building back the band and formed this strong foundation for them.. i felt so happy and relieved.. finally, that i didn't disappoint him.. =) (even though i barely did except for the canceled concert due to H1N1..)
it feels good to see when your "child" to "grow up".. honestly.. band is really like my child already.. from an almost dead society turned out to become an active one in just 2 short months.. i remember that t.chua was shocked by the improvement after the changes in terms of rules and way of leading made by me in such short period.. we being able to perform in just 2 months practice and the number of members increased tremendously.. i know he paid high hopes on me when it was my batch and when i was leading.. i see the hope in his eyes and i can felt the hard work he did for me in order to help me realizing his and also every members' dream.. i appreciate him a lot.. and i felt his appreciation towards me too..
the words that he and t.teo said last year during our annual farewell never gone off my head.. the appreciation that both of them showed to me for managing both clubs so well will always be in my head.. the countless thank you that they said to me are the biggest present for me after all the hard work.. i felt good for being able to help t.chua "recharge" his battery after these few years' disappointment.. i felt good for being able to keep t.teo on track and not giving up on choir.. both of them don't treat me like a student but a friend.. they don't feel ashamed for asking my opinions unlike other teachers.. they say thank you to me gratefully unlike other teachers.. all these make me willing to sacrifice my time for them..
well.. even though not all the rules that i've change and the way i'm leading last year being maintained.. but i see the hard work of my juniors in maintaining my hard work and keep it growing.. i don't know if the musical test that i've created was being maintained that both theory and practical test were being tested.. i don't know my strict rules on full band practices such as punctuality and discipline during practices were being maintained.. but i see the hard work they did..
once again my dear, all my regrets are gone.. so i guess i'm done with helping right? so as choir, that they've gotten 3rd place in nationals.. so i guess all of you are able to help yourself right? but don't worry.. i'll keep the promise that i promised both teachers before coming here, that i'll help out whenever you need me, i'll go and visit you guys whenever i'm back in Labuan.. so i guess, this will be the last "lecture" from me..
My dears, you guys always have my back!! =)
Thanks for everything you people gave me! =)
p/s: i missed my baton and drumsticks!
