life has been quite weird in some way recently...
ever since i come to college, i realized that i was too naive..
people can be so fake in some way that terrifies you.. i mean like, seriously? plus, those who hurt you the most is whom you trusted the most.. whom that you never thought they would have cheated on you..
that kind of feeling, is indescribable..
you would never even thought that the biggest lier was the one you cared the most..
the most terrifying thing is that, they might not even want to clarify things and just let you feeling miserable..
what a shame..
maybe i'm just being sentimental..
this seems hard to be achieved huh? well... it depends..
i do felt happy at times.. =)
well.. people who know me well will know that i'm a person who enjoys life a lot..
i cherish every single moment that i have..
i play hard, enjoy hard, and work hard too if necessary.. (but so far none of the college people seen the work hard side of me.. xD)
life is precious, we should treasure it and not waste it..
i should just appreciate the golden time i'm having now to relax before all the hard works come tomorrow.. xD
if and only if i have starry nights here......